javaink: Usagi Tsukino from PGSM (what even am i)
I still haven't made my Final Thoughts post on Giorno's season, but I've decided to re-watch the last few episodes, so I'll get around to writing up my final points at some point. Of course, I haven't gotten around to re-watching said episodes, despite it being a week or so now since I've finally seen the end, but I have do have a knitted scarf begging to be finished, so Giorno will be the perfect backdrop for that.

Last week I finished a book not on my Top Priority sub-section of my TBR book list, which is just predictable of me. But I finished a book, so it's still a win! To be fair all around, my friend M had read the book in January and was mad over it, wanted someone to talk about it with, to see if she was being too harsh--and coincidentally it was already on my e-book hold list with one of my libraries. I had to see if I agreed with her. Finally it was my turn with the e-book and I read it all last week.
It was A Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet by Becky Chambers.

Turns out M was not being too harsh.

I enjoyed reading the book, and it was fun. I would not truly recommend it to others.

It's not bad, it's just...a road-trip book that never stuck with a character long enough for me to get attached.
gripes with the book )
In another form of "please, mornings, focus on something", I have decided to ignore my Top Priority list--since apparently I'm only capable of thinking about the books but my hands refuse to pick them up--and have instead checked out two books from my library. Actually my library didn't have the books, but I hopped on our interloan library portal and got them through that. I *cries* love libraries. What a beautiful service.
books! pt 1 )
Two days ago, my area had a tornado watch and warning. Having lived in north-central Texas my whole life, this is not a surprise. I have been through plenty of school drills and home drills. I even went to school in the midwest, where tornadoes are also common. I've never been hit by a tornado, or come close to one.
Despite all this, tornadoes terrify me.
My midwestern friends all joke that tornadoes are nothing, that they just go about their day as normal, it's no skin off their back. Meanwhile, I shelter immediately and lock my pets in the safest portion of my house with me. I don't cry or have outbursts, but I can't ever feel casual about tornadoes like them.
Thankfully, my town was on the outer edge of the predicted counties affected, and though we did go under warning, it was only for an hour or two. The heavy storm weather was gone by 10pm.
I distracted myself by reading a long review by a trans writer about the book "The Men" (hot garbage, that situation, all around; even just screenshots from the book were upsetting), and then reading the first chapter of The Southern Book Club's Guide to Slaying Vampires by Grady Hendrix. Fight tornado fear with book fear.
books! part 2 )
Alright, back to some LinkedIn scrambling.
javaink: Troy and Abed from Community sitting on a couch with textbooks (community)
I've been feeling terrible this month. Not enough hours of sleep (despite being unemployed right now!), a dwindled appetite, despair at my inexperience & inability to sell myself while job searching, and an increasing insecurity of being too "head empty" since joining fandom!Twitter does that to a person. I should have the right amount of time to reread ORV, but that took me 1.5 months to read the first time around, and I can't do that again. I need to be focusing on writing all the cover letters that every job I stumble upon wants, which are things that I absolutely despise. Each cover letter is like pulling out not one tooth, but five teeth for me. I wish I knew a way to make them easier. It's the part about showing off my research into whatever company I'm applying to that gets me. I know I'd be fine at the job (usually), but I don't stick out unless I talk about the company personally. It makes me so anxious about getting it wrong, and when I get anxious I either go to sleep or abandon what I was doing (like hopping onto Twitter).
The constant scrolling on Twitter has messed up my eyes this week. I'm going to try to limit my Twitter usage. It bums me out too. Everyone is so hyperactive there, and meanwhile I'm just tired and can't think of a thought past "hmm actually Jotaro should be allowed to wear loose-fitting crop tops, Araki". I'm getting frazzled, so I'm going to try to stop turning to Twitter and Tumblr.

I ran into the Kay and Skittles youtube channel again today! I found the channel sometime last year and loved the Legend of Korra and politics series they did, but I guess I forgot to subscribe. I'm not an anarchist/communist personally--I haven't taken the time to do any proper reading--but I do like and learn from their video essays.
4 months ago they came out with a response to a counter-essay to their original LoK video, and I highly enjoyed watching it today.



In other news, my friends can't watch JJBA with me this week, so we'll be picking our watch up on next week's Thursday. I'm tempted to watch some Part 3 this weekend instead, but I'm not sure. Maybe I'll dedicate some time to completing the first Great Ace Attorney. I've let the duology slip away from me.
javaink: Usagi Tsukino from PGSM (what even am i)
i'm going into my second day of work, and i am FREAKING OUT A LITTLE BIT. it's retail and i'm cashier and i was shown how to do stuff but like i'm so terrified of messing up??? i don't have my tax form completely set up, so i need to do that, but i have to do it at work since the dumb dumb dumb site won't give me access at home. imma scream, but like inside. i need to caaaaaaaalm down.
my first day i was only there for four hours, and today will be just about five hours, 10 to 3 pm. it'll be fine, my coworkers will help me out, or my superviser/gen manager will - honestly i don't know her position, but she's in charge and does the scheduling, so i guess gen manager???
it will be fine. it will be fine. i can't overthink this.
i'm happy i'll be making money though?
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I just watched the two latest episodes of Scream Queens, 2.3 & 2.4, so spoilers-

You think I'm scared of a giant booger? )
so those are my scrambled thoughts. not much too them, but i needed to vent/gush a little.

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